im fine without YOU lah

even though pretending to be happy is THE WORST ACTION EVERR.

pretending that im not hurt is just a way to comfort my heart.

aku kan TAK LAWA. *dah la tu duraney. nak buat cane. kan.kan.kan.

orang tu lagi lawa. belajar LIM KOK WING yang ptptn ribu riban tu PULAK TU KANNN.

aku UITM jerrrr. mana la nak setanding. sebelah mata pun tak pandang. 

apa aku mencarut ni. *even aku cakap ikhlas jujur memang orang tak appreciate. baik aku cakap tipu je lepas ni. eh. BABISS. 

semua sebab OSCE tadi. DARNIT! soalan kedua aku salah. like i said YESTERDAY. my adrenalin run out in a way too fast. until i cant stabilize my own brain fucktion and my feelings of answering with lotsof nervousness. its just idk what the heck am i talking here. i got some kind of confusion towards my feelings orr confusion towards my brain fuction. erghh. 

BABI! PUKIMAK ANJING LAH! SIAL KAU! LAHANAT NAK MAMPOS! *sorry. i just can't*

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