birthday again again and again

AWAK! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! saya sayang awak. awak dah 21 tahun. yayy, 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND! 

damnyoumakemesoinlovewithyou

i love H 

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tempias assignments

"power can destroy your ownself if you cannot control the politics."

am i right?

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july birthday

#july 14
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZWANNIS comel kusayang. i love you forever and ever and ever. kawan kecik molek yang sangat devoted dengan BOYFRIEND beliau. aku pon rasa aku tak boleh terlalu devoted macam dia. hahaha


#july 16
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAD ZULKARNAIN! the best male friends ever. awak baik. tapi suka ejek saya gemok. ok.fine. saya kawan perempuan awak yang pelik. ok fine. awak kawan lelaki saya yang mengda-ngada taik kuda taknak naik public transport. menyampah I tau.


#july 17
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD HARITHAH bin BASHARUDIN. semoga harithah jadi adik yang sangat mendengar kata. kau selalu buat pekak apa aku suruh. urghh. kau nak UPSR, aku tengok asek tengok tibi je. takpelah. akakmu ni percaya, dapat 5A akhlak takda apa guna. ye dok? even kau tak fly high result macam kakak-abang-kakak kau pon takpe, asalkan kau perangai baik. dah besar jangan lupa family. HUGSS. kebenarannya, aku terharu gila bila kau bagitau umi yang kau rindu aku. gilasobsob. aku nak menangis depan kau jugak. birthday present kau tunggu raya eh!


#july 18
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to seorang sepupu yang aku panggil dia irsyad. umur 16 kot. haha. anyway, aku tak wish pon kat facebook. aku letak birthday wish kau dekat blog aku. haha. happy birthday. NIKMATILAH zaman sekolah menengah sebelum kau masuk alam so-called university.




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helloimagirltoo! okay

if a girl can sulk. WHY CAN'T I? 

fuck you game. i hate you. 

sebab game aku kurang kasih sayang. 

okay. call me silly. call me dumb. but if this happens to you, YOU WILL ALSO get mad. 

i am fucking out of mood because lack of attention. 

I NEED ATTENTION. 

i am trying for not to hate the player. BUT i DID hate HIM for playing game thus neglecting me. FUCK.

bila kau main game, kau akan hilang focus terhadap apa yang orang cerita.

and u will keep asking the things that been told because u didnt even realize the things that have been told.

FAHAM TAK? tak faham sudah.

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baru lepas tengok tv

aku mesti gelak kalau tengok WIPEOUT! macam tak sakit pulak diorang jatuh. haha. padan muka. siapa suruh memperbodohkan diri. bak kata mak aku "siapa nak bagi duit macam tu?" jawab.jawab. jangan tak jawab.

bayangkan kalau aku yang main. 

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tiadatitle#2

aku dapat makan dengan laju bila aku cuba cover nangis untuk something yang bodoh untuk aku nangis depan kawan. 

no one can understands how you feel because you just dont want them to understand how bad is your feeling bacause you dont want to feel bad infront of them. 

pretending to be good is the only way to look tough from the outside.

FUCK OFF!

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condition

i am listening to long distance from Bruno Mars. theres a part of the song which is this long distance is killing me. and the meanwhile, i am completing my assignment. and i'd rather say THIS ASSIGNMENT IS KILLING ME! ANDD. its suits to the song. 

i am waiting for my holidaysssss. i got alot of planssss. but.but.but. since I GOT A BOYFRIEND. and HE TOLD ME that masa cutila paling boleh berjimat. and i started to rewind when was my last cuti before. and, the saddest thing is masa cuti la palling banyak aku spend duit. pleasee. i want my cuti to be fun. pleasee mr boyfriend. i want to give a good cuti for myself because after this, i got a VERY-VERY-VERY-VERY-VERY long practical session. and i got to say theres no-no holidays except for raya holiday. AS IF I GOT CUTI FROM THE HOSPITAL DEPARTMENT LAH. AS IF. AS IF tu penting okay. so, i really need to enjoy myself. HOW PATHETIC AM I in TAKING DIPLOMA IN NURSING. i am suffocating of holidays for my ownself. tee underscore tee

i really mean the part of VERY for 5times. saddest thing ever when i saw the schedule for nursing department which my practical session will be continue until 2012. 2012!!!!!!!. no joke. aku dah tua. nak habis belajar dah. *coughs*. dah dapat tag YEAR THREE DAH PON. 

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oh yes. tadi, call mak aku, nak tanya mengenai perancangan beliau tentang cuti ni. sebab bila cuti-cuti ni, mula la banyak kenduri. and aku pon macam keliru nak pergi kenduri mana. tiba-tiba mak aku cakap, 

ko tu sibuk sangat macam la ko yang nak bertunang! 

nasib baik aku tak makan gula-gula. kalau tak confirm tercekik. 

err. hehe, umi, kalau akak tanya umi akak nak bertunang. rasanya umi yang tercekik dulu kot. hahahahaha. *ehemmmmmmm*

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